Guys this day..

Really, I mean really..
I heard two truth on this week.
The truth about two guys.
Like, seriously dude?!

Hm, how to say this in a simple way.
Both are jerk but the second one I presume that he is older and wiser.
But turns out man are man.
When there's a chance, they get laid.
Seriously, at first I feel totally guilty with what I have done to him.
He is such a good, nice and very patient man.

But knowing the truth what he's really up to, make me regret what I have felt for him.
Like seriously, I am kinda thinking about opening my heart and let things flow.
Quite a big decision for me.
But what I got is just a big disappointment.
Although I have to postpone and cancel all my friends for watching my favorite"despicable me" with him.
(which because I have promised him earlier and now that I regret that because of what he did)
I am glad I know the truth before I stupidly arranging and hand over my self to watch that movie with him.
What a jerk. I thought he was different.

Well, with the first guy I know I am not supposed to get my hopes up.
I mean, I just like him the way he is.
I like him, even he act jerk.
At least he is being truth with who he is.
And I found out that he is into others girls when I thought he is into me.
Absolutely my fault for getting hopes up.
Because I knew he is a jerk, who is stubborn and loves his family and sweet.
And yeah..
To be truth, I still got that butterfly on my tummy when I see he smile.

After all, that's what I learn and what happened to me this week.
No luck at all with Guy.
Still waiting for the right one in the right time :)

However, I have this presentation on Tuesday, for my script.
Please, I need a bunch of luck!

And Happy Birthday (5th July 2013) my dear best friend
Who act sweet only when I got you a birthday present
And the one that not think I am a girl at all!
Damn, I hate you but I still love you.
You know I always wish the best for you.

Cheers,
Me.