cukup tau.

To be truth I don't really mind with that.
I'm even glad it was you.
It just why no appreatiation or good words at all ?
Okay. I sounds hoping too much.
I wish i could google what's in your mind.
But hey, i am not random people you just met.
pretend like nothing happened?
You got that.
Thank you for the best lesson :)
ARGH!! You make me feel like sl*t.
Scream out loud just for tonight..
Tomorrow will be just like nothing happened.

Just Give Me A Reason - Pink

Love This!

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Guys this day..

Really, I mean really..
I heard two truth on this week.
The truth about two guys.
Like, seriously dude?!

Hm, how to say this in a simple way.
Both are jerk but the second one I presume that he is older and wiser.
But turns out man are man.
When there's a chance, they get laid.
Seriously, at first I feel totally guilty with what I have done to him.
He is such a good, nice and very patient man.

But knowing the truth what he's really up to, make me regret what I have felt for him.
Like seriously, I am kinda thinking about opening my heart and let things flow.
Quite a big decision for me.
But what I got is just a big disappointment.
Although I have to postpone and cancel all my friends for watching my favorite"despicable me" with him.
(which because I have promised him earlier and now that I regret that because of what he did)
I am glad I know the truth before I stupidly arranging and hand over my self to watch that movie with him.
What a jerk. I thought he was different.

Well, with the first guy I know I am not supposed to get my hopes up.
I mean, I just like him the way he is.
I like him, even he act jerk.
At least he is being truth with who he is.
And I found out that he is into others girls when I thought he is into me.
Absolutely my fault for getting hopes up.
Because I knew he is a jerk, who is stubborn and loves his family and sweet.
And yeah..
To be truth, I still got that butterfly on my tummy when I see he smile.

After all, that's what I learn and what happened to me this week.
No luck at all with Guy.
Still waiting for the right one in the right time :)

However, I have this presentation on Tuesday, for my script.
Please, I need a bunch of luck!

And Happy Birthday (5th July 2013) my dear best friend
Who act sweet only when I got you a birthday present
And the one that not think I am a girl at all!
Damn, I hate you but I still love you.
You know I always wish the best for you.

Cheers,
Me.

the best dessert in the world..

and like the best dessert in the world, i am made of the finest ingredients with a touch of love that make the taste perfectly fabulous, super special and addictive ;)

What i need to do..

to be more patient and less selfish.

i noticed that lately i have not been a good girl.
it is hard to believe, now that i realize i have a very bad attitude.
not bad "bad". it just i seem to behave more like a guy than a girl.
guess it's time to move on. LOL

i have to say, i love one of Bradpitt's quote in World War Z movie.
"keep moving, it's the only way to survive"
that's somehow opened my mind, and successfully make me moving on.

i  believe, there're still a lot of things i need to see, to learn and to be.
i ain't perfect.
i am not born with a super model face and body.
i am not born with Einstein's brain inside.
but i love being me.
i am starting to treat myself well.
to be prepared for whatever in front of me.
so much more to do, so much more to learn.
this is gonna be fun!
no turning back, just go and move forward!

YOU CAN DO THIS BABY!

kisses and hugs,
Me.

The Script

like what i have mentioned, i am doing my script and gotta submit them in less than a month.
finding my self unstable these several months make me ways far behind the others.
i found that every people keep moving
and now i am left behind
geez!
need to work harder
be what i want to be
chasing career
party hard
having a great relationship
to learn more
to know more people
be happy
a world travelling
having a warm and shining family
having a cute adoreable children
to go wherever i want
to buy whatever i want
and live happily ever after :)

but before that, let's graduate!
let's make this the best
and be inspiring :)

oh and yeah..
keep moving and chase your dream.
you can't get what you want until you know what you want.

Growing up up up!

Being in your twenties do brings some burden itself.
Stuff that you don't ever need to think before, suddenly become your responsible.
Through all that I've passed and learned.
There is something for sure.
And this is what I'll share to you, people :)

Let's have some to think about.
Do you know someone who never have a problem in anything?
Could you think at least one name in your head?

See! This is what i mean.
Eventually everybody have their own problem.
So, you don't need to worry alone.
Things turn out that everybody should be worry in some of their ages.
It's like Life stuff. Happy, Flat, Worry. Up and Down.

Simple Tips that can easy to be done:

1. Even though you're in your lowest position, keep smiling.
2. Never ever show you're not strong enough.
3. You need one listener. Just one is more than enough.
4. Advice is cool, but actually all you need is keep moving forward.
   The answer is within you yourself :)
5. Keep Smiling, Stay Humble and Keep Learning.

Imagine you're on your way to some destination.
This problem is like one or two pieces of rock in way
You have to pass them to get into your destination.

So, be still! You are strong. Believe me :)
People out there keep moving.
and same as you and even me, they got their own problems.
all you need is to believe in yourself more
and keep moving toward to your goals!

In any advance, if you need someone to listen.
or further discussion.
you could find me from twitter @repamitha.
after all, i have spent this almost-4-years to be a good listener *LOL*

Great Day! :D