either japanese or korean serial drama

you know what..
finally i know why i don't really into that japanese or korean serial drama..
'cause they full of love..
make me sick of love..
make me weak 'cause love..
oh my!
i don't like to be seen as a weak girl
yeah, i know
i'm such a complicated girl !

oh ~
something bad happened today
:'C
i scored C for my personality subject
argggghhhh !
damn it
1st C score !!
huhuhu
i've too underestimated it
i should not have done that :'C
argghhhhhh !!
hope the other score will be better..

somebody please kick my ass!

arghhhhhh !!
how come i can lose some weight
if all i keep thinking about is
eat eat and EAT !
oh my ~
i really need somebody to kick my ass !

today something had happened
that 'something' had made me wake up earlier
so much earlier
and now i feel a bit sleepy
n dunno what to do
so i decided to do blog-ing

haihhh.
i know she had through alot
she must be really really damn exhausted
yeah i know!
and he had already done something
i really proud of him
he's back!
he has become my HERO again :)

so i guess it's my turn now.
i need to do changing!
from a nobody to somebody.
goodbye laziness.
goodbye delaying.
i'm a new me!

holiday in town :)

yesterday i've a little trip with beb M
from grandangkasa to pasarame
sunplaza, the palace and finally cambridge
we did some observation with all the fitness center in town
coz i want it, you know
i wanna to lose some weight while i'm in town
hence, we have some culiner trip either
mie kangkung blacan n nasi goreng kepiting
i bought some putu bambu way back home
ahh. hold me! lol

today, accompany beb M to sushitei
while her sister were watching movie

then with jenn n ciayen, i went to imperial cakery for its sponge cake
*it taste like hell! :( i suggest you not to try it*
for the next trip we're going to Tong's for its soya bean milk
continue to inul *karaoke centre*
we have a great time there
we've done some stupid n silly things
but it just damn FUN
oh my!
our trips ends up with bakso kaget :)

i'm KERE but i've promised my bro to bring him to sushitei!
wish me luck in this long long holiday.
scheduled have been fulfilled today
yet my mission to lose some weight seems like still can't be started yet!

two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought,
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

Two is better than one

idk

i'm homee!
i'm happy.
but now.
idk wat i'm feeling.
hahahaa.
LAME

always be my baby ..

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

cry-out-loud

yesterday i felt sth that i have not felt for long long time ago.
yeahh.
i miss him badly.
the man that i used to be called him 'koko dodole'
:'(

hm. i'll just start with the best moment i've had with him.
you all know that i'm the eldest child in my family.
though i'm a girl, all the burden in my family is just like born to be carried by me.
i don't mind that. but i wish i have one brother. elder one and one is enough.
i do observe my friend who have got brother and they're just so great!
lots stuff you could do when you have an elder brother.
you can play with him. hangin' around with him. waching movie.
talk bout things. maybe secrets or gossiping people :d
share things. give advices when me/him is got crush.
protecting you from bad guys. courage you when you're down.
shed my tears when i'm crying.
stay on my side when i need him.
sometime maybe will be a fight and yelling on each other.
but argh! so much fun :)
he's someone that you can really count on!

and i found him.
he's the best man.
he's all that i wish for.
he came when i'm down.
and he always there when i need him :)
i'm so lucky you know.
and jrengg! he became my step-brother.
which i usually called him 'dodole' or 'koko'

we share lots things and do things like any sibling else.
i told bout him to my family.
and i treat him like one. vice versa.
i was so happy yet nothing is perfect.
so do him.
he tend to be easily mad on small stuff.
most of them are just for playing. or just wanna see me panic!
but then one time.
he just get mad with a very very little problem.
i thought this one is real one.
and yes. i lost him!
no phone. no msg. no talk. just like that.
when his 17th birthday i bought him present.
spesial one with an apologize letter from me.
at 1st he seem have forgive me and there's a call from him at that night.
but what then? just another fight :'(
and till now i guess he has not forgive me yet!

ahh i feel so terible!
why i just keep losing the one that i love.
what's wrong with me?
oh my!

yesterday i went to movie with my friend.
he and his sister :)
they looks so happy!!
ahh.
and it's suddenly hit me!
a real BIG one. ohh damn!
not their fault.
it just about ME!
i miss him :'(
i tried to reach him but nth.
ahh. just forget bout it.
i cry out loud for one night.
then i'm OK now :)
i learnt something.
tears are the best medicine when you're hurt.

i LOVE this song :)

I DON'T WANNA DANCE - LADY DINN

I love your personality
But I don't want our love on show
Sometimes I think it's insanity
Boy the way you go

With all of the girls on the corner
Oh baby, you're the latest trick
Oh, you seem to have their number
Look they're dancing still

and I don't wanna dance
Dance with you baby no more
I'll never do something to hurt you, though
Oh but the feeling is bad
The feeling is bad

Baby now the party's over
For us, so I'll be on my way
Now that the things which moved me
Are standing still

I know it's only superstition
Baby, but I won't look back
Even though I feel your music
Baby that is that

I don't wanna dance
Dance with you baby no more
I'll never do something to hurt you, though
Oh but the feeling is bad
The feeling is bad

I don't wanna dance
Dance with you baby no more
I'll never do something to hurt you, though
Oh but the feeling is bad
The feeling is bad

SUPERB ♥

later then..

i realise that he's in love.
and it's ain't me.
he's the one that i'm fall for last week.
hahaha.
short time though :'(
i really don't know why.
am i just feel curious bout him or what.
he does not really seem like my tipe one you know.
but since he has found his.
i won't bother.
well, at the end, i still don't know much bout him.
maybe it just not my time yet :)
maybe later.
:D