Just Give Me A Reason - Pink

Love This!

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Guys this day..

Really, I mean really..
I heard two truth on this week.
The truth about two guys.
Like, seriously dude?!

Hm, how to say this in a simple way.
Both are jerk but the second one I presume that he is older and wiser.
But turns out man are man.
When there's a chance, they get laid.
Seriously, at first I feel totally guilty with what I have done to him.
He is such a good, nice and very patient man.

But knowing the truth what he's really up to, make me regret what I have felt for him.
Like seriously, I am kinda thinking about opening my heart and let things flow.
Quite a big decision for me.
But what I got is just a big disappointment.
Although I have to postpone and cancel all my friends for watching my favorite"despicable me" with him.
(which because I have promised him earlier and now that I regret that because of what he did)
I am glad I know the truth before I stupidly arranging and hand over my self to watch that movie with him.
What a jerk. I thought he was different.

Well, with the first guy I know I am not supposed to get my hopes up.
I mean, I just like him the way he is.
I like him, even he act jerk.
At least he is being truth with who he is.
And I found out that he is into others girls when I thought he is into me.
Absolutely my fault for getting hopes up.
Because I knew he is a jerk, who is stubborn and loves his family and sweet.
And yeah..
To be truth, I still got that butterfly on my tummy when I see he smile.

After all, that's what I learn and what happened to me this week.
No luck at all with Guy.
Still waiting for the right one in the right time :)

However, I have this presentation on Tuesday, for my script.
Please, I need a bunch of luck!

And Happy Birthday (5th July 2013) my dear best friend
Who act sweet only when I got you a birthday present
And the one that not think I am a girl at all!
Damn, I hate you but I still love you.
You know I always wish the best for you.

Cheers,
Me.

the best dessert in the world..

and like the best dessert in the world, i am made of the finest ingredients with a touch of love that make the taste perfectly fabulous, super special and addictive ;)

What i need to do..

to be more patient and less selfish.

i noticed that lately i have not been a good girl.
it is hard to believe, now that i realize i have a very bad attitude.
not bad "bad". it just i seem to behave more like a guy than a girl.
guess it's time to move on. LOL

i have to say, i love one of Bradpitt's quote in World War Z movie.
"keep moving, it's the only way to survive"
that's somehow opened my mind, and successfully make me moving on.

i  believe, there're still a lot of things i need to see, to learn and to be.
i ain't perfect.
i am not born with a super model face and body.
i am not born with Einstein's brain inside.
but i love being me.
i am starting to treat myself well.
to be prepared for whatever in front of me.
so much more to do, so much more to learn.
this is gonna be fun!
no turning back, just go and move forward!

YOU CAN DO THIS BABY!

kisses and hugs,
Me.