brondong

how can i describe him
he's younger then me
he's taller then me
he's thinner then me *for sure*
he's good at design
he's cool
sometimes stupid n innocent
i don't know if he pretend to
but i like the way he look at me
or flirting for joke
or act fool
lols
he sounds perfect n attractive enough for girls
and guess what
he have his target oldy :)
what a waste!
but i still like him
not as a man way
but yeah
i like him! ♥

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i'm goin back jakarta tomorrow at noon
but i still haven't packed
got to sleep now
need to wake up earlier
make some spagetti for all
:)

perut brutal

busettt, uda kaya babi ajh gw hari ini
bgtu bangun lsg tersaji mie pansit vegetarian
abis makan mie lanjut roti coklat yg kmrn gw beli
lanjut ksun ngumpul sama teman lama
diajakin lunch nasi goreng halilintar
abis itu super kenyang dan nonton
istirahatlah si perut ini
abis nonton eh ad tmn beli shilin
bauna begitu menggoda
dashyattttt
gw comot satu
satu lagi
satu lagi
ampe akhrna kenyang
oh my
brutal bgt!
setelah itu gw ngumpul d MP krna firman bde mo drayain
rencana awalna nonton + dinner
tapi jadina malah cmn makan"
tapi makan na 2x
KFC+NELAYAN
harusna sih brkali"
tp budgedna ud overlimit
wkakkakkakaa
busett sadiss amet ni perut
kenyang gila gw hr ini
pulang ruma gw pun boker dgn indah na
==
belum kapok dgn itu
bokap nawarin buah dan gw mau
gw pkr biar ga susa klo eek sgtu byk dgn bantuan si buah
yowess.. trnyta pas dd gw smpe ruma
dy bkin sandwich n gw tergoda!
f*ckin shitttt!
najong pisan perut gw hr ini!

eniweii..
happy birthday firman :)
thnks for the foods

i can't hold it ! =..-*

i hate when i have no idea what i'm hating for
grrrr
i know i'm silly
but i just can't hold it no more
what a night
i love tonight
with the raining n motorcycling part
but with that shit
i hate it
!!!!!!!!!!

things to do utk semester 3 kedepan :)

pare's list =..-

don't do :
1. menendang cowo + mukul perut
2. main game ga jelas
3. ngemil ga jelas
4. main ga jelas
5. belanja ga jelas
6. menunda tugas
7. online ga jelas
8. ngaret !!
9. bergadang
10. bolos kuliaa

to-do :
1. pake heels !!
2. fokus belajar tiap malam --> target smster3 IP 4
3. bersih" rumah (meskipun males BANGET )
4. masak
5. fokus CP --> koor EO
6. fokus design --> koor bupsi
7. tegas n berkomitmen
8. bangun pagi
9. belajar nama jalan jakarta
10. cari partime (pgn pnya duit sndri =..-)
11. hemat + nabung --> buat keliling jawa
12. kebaktian tiap mggu
13. latihan musik naga

buat yg baca tlg bntuanna buat ingetin gw ya,
klo gw melenceng dr yg gw tulis tolong gw di JITAK.
thnks all :)

ps : dftr bisa diperpanjang sewaktu-waktu. lol

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we're on webcam :)

darwin kosasih goh

sekali lagi, setelah penantian yang sangat panjang ..
*guess what? kuota gw abis lagi, boo! killing me for almost 2 weeks :[*
banyak yg gw laluin semenjak terakhir gw update blog
well, let me start with the best weekend i have ever had :D
BATAKSUA (24-25july2010)
the people : awin, kevin, rey, ir, jim, huat, firman, ricco, mery n me
dalam rangka : darwin's birthday and his farewell party
it was my extraordinary night with 'em
crazy party and games.
funny photographs n horror movies
cigarettes and beer
but don't worry, we were still on the road :D
thus darwin is kinda drunk that night
and i scared ==

so darwin is about going to J-town for work
funny thing is he moved to where i'll be
and i'm nga rela :(
i kept thinking bout him
all day all night
i duno why
maybe i'm just afraid a lil' bit too much
i'm afraid he could easily lose control
maybe be friend with someone bad
it's a big and danger town
everything could be happen
ppl who is not strong enough could be fall in wrong way
but ofcourse i believe darwin is a strong man
maybe it just me who is not strong enough to see him turn bad
which is i really wish he won't -,,-"
may buddha blessed him

a week after that..
the end of july
it's time to let him go
8 p.m. flight to the J-town
and i cried after he boarding :'(
so do ricco
he's kinda sweet boy
and lucky to have darwin as his friend :)

really wish you could success there darwin
and find ur girl there
loves n kisses
from me :*

anyway bout myself
gara" kbykn mikir bout awin n amag
gw jd ke bawa suasana
haiaaa
jd kayak pgn fall in love ajh
maybe gw cmn trlalu kesepian
hahaha
i mean beside my fam
who else?
i've nobody i guess
hahaha
i've a tons of friend
i do
but i just can't
i can't easily share what i'm feeling
i can't find someone i could trust 4eva
==
but well, finally..
gw mngusir smua rasa itu kembali
gw pgn cpt" kulia biar ga smbrgn mikir
gw pgn menemukan ssuatu yg original
focus kulia, karir??
well, i guess i ain't good at love
haha