sekali lagi, setelah penantian yang sangat panjang ..
*guess what? kuota gw abis lagi, boo! killing me for almost 2 weeks :[*
banyak yg gw laluin semenjak terakhir gw update blog
well, let me start with the best weekend i have ever had :D
BATAKSUA (24-25july2010)
the people : awin, kevin, rey, ir, jim, huat, firman, ricco, mery n me
dalam rangka : darwin's birthday and his farewell party
it was my extraordinary night with 'em
crazy party and games.
funny photographs n horror movies
cigarettes and beer
but don't worry, we were still on the road :D
thus darwin is kinda drunk that night
and i scared ==
so darwin is about going to J-town for work
funny thing is he moved to where i'll be
and i'm nga rela :(
i kept thinking bout him
all day all night
i duno why
maybe i'm just afraid a lil' bit too much
i'm afraid he could easily lose control
maybe be friend with someone bad
it's a big and danger town
everything could be happen
ppl who is not strong enough could be fall in wrong way
but ofcourse i believe darwin is a strong man
maybe it just me who is not strong enough to see him turn bad
which is i really wish he won't -,,-"
may buddha blessed him
a week after that..
the end of july
it's time to let him go
8 p.m. flight to the J-town
and i cried after he boarding :'(
so do ricco
he's kinda sweet boy
and lucky to have darwin as his friend :)
really wish you could success there darwin
and find ur girl there
loves n kisses
from me :*
anyway bout myself
gara" kbykn mikir bout awin n amag
gw jd ke bawa suasana
haiaaa
jd kayak pgn fall in love ajh
maybe gw cmn trlalu kesepian
hahaha
i mean beside my fam
who else?
i've nobody i guess
hahaha
i've a tons of friend
i do
but i just can't
i can't easily share what i'm feeling
i can't find someone i could trust 4eva
==
but well, finally..
gw mngusir smua rasa itu kembali
gw pgn cpt" kulia biar ga smbrgn mikir
gw pgn menemukan ssuatu yg original
focus kulia, karir??
well, i guess i ain't good at love
haha
