yesterday i felt sth that i have not felt for long long time ago.
yeahh.
i miss him badly.
the man that i used to be called him 'koko dodole'
:'(
hm. i'll just start with the best moment i've had with him.
you all know that i'm the eldest child in my family.
though i'm a girl, all the burden in my family is just like born to be carried by me.
i don't mind that. but i wish i have one brother. elder one and one is enough.
i do observe my friend who have got brother and they're just so great!
lots stuff you could do when you have an elder brother.
you can play with him. hangin' around with him. waching movie.
talk bout things. maybe secrets or gossiping people :d
share things. give advices when me/him is got crush.
protecting you from bad guys. courage you when you're down.
shed my tears when i'm crying.
stay on my side when i need him.
sometime maybe will be a fight and yelling on each other.
but argh! so much fun :)
he's someone that you can really count on!
and i found him.
he's the best man.
he's all that i wish for.
he came when i'm down.
and he always there when i need him :)
i'm so lucky you know.
and jrengg! he became my step-brother.
which i usually called him 'dodole' or 'koko'
we share lots things and do things like any sibling else.
i told bout him to my family.
and i treat him like one. vice versa.
i was so happy yet nothing is perfect.
so do him.
he tend to be easily mad on small stuff.
most of them are just for playing. or just wanna see me panic!
but then one time.
he just get mad with a very very little problem.
i thought this one is real one.
and yes. i lost him!
no phone. no msg. no talk. just like that.
when his 17th birthday i bought him present.
spesial one with an apologize letter from me.
at 1st he seem have forgive me and there's a call from him at that night.
but what then? just another fight :'(
and till now i guess he has not forgive me yet!
ahh i feel so terible!
why i just keep losing the one that i love.
what's wrong with me?
oh my!
yesterday i went to movie with my friend.
he and his sister :)
they looks so happy!!
ahh.
and it's suddenly hit me!
a real BIG one. ohh damn!
not their fault.
it just about ME!
i miss him :'(
i tried to reach him but nth.
ahh. just forget bout it.
i cry out loud for one night.
then i'm OK now :)
i learnt something.
tears are the best medicine when you're hurt.
yeahh.
i miss him badly.
the man that i used to be called him 'koko dodole'
:'(
hm. i'll just start with the best moment i've had with him.
you all know that i'm the eldest child in my family.
though i'm a girl, all the burden in my family is just like born to be carried by me.
i don't mind that. but i wish i have one brother. elder one and one is enough.
i do observe my friend who have got brother and they're just so great!
lots stuff you could do when you have an elder brother.
you can play with him. hangin' around with him. waching movie.
talk bout things. maybe secrets or gossiping people :d
share things. give advices when me/him is got crush.
protecting you from bad guys. courage you when you're down.
shed my tears when i'm crying.
stay on my side when i need him.
sometime maybe will be a fight and yelling on each other.
but argh! so much fun :)
he's someone that you can really count on!
and i found him.
he's the best man.
he's all that i wish for.
he came when i'm down.
and he always there when i need him :)
i'm so lucky you know.
and jrengg! he became my step-brother.
which i usually called him 'dodole' or 'koko'
we share lots things and do things like any sibling else.
i told bout him to my family.
and i treat him like one. vice versa.
i was so happy yet nothing is perfect.
so do him.
he tend to be easily mad on small stuff.
most of them are just for playing. or just wanna see me panic!
but then one time.
he just get mad with a very very little problem.
i thought this one is real one.
and yes. i lost him!
no phone. no msg. no talk. just like that.
when his 17th birthday i bought him present.
spesial one with an apologize letter from me.
at 1st he seem have forgive me and there's a call from him at that night.
but what then? just another fight :'(
and till now i guess he has not forgive me yet!
ahh i feel so terible!
why i just keep losing the one that i love.
what's wrong with me?
oh my!
yesterday i went to movie with my friend.
he and his sister :)
they looks so happy!!
ahh.
and it's suddenly hit me!
a real BIG one. ohh damn!
not their fault.
it just about ME!
i miss him :'(
i tried to reach him but nth.
ahh. just forget bout it.
i cry out loud for one night.
then i'm OK now :)
i learnt something.
tears are the best medicine when you're hurt.
